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08 July 2012 @ 09:44 pm
Oh Illinois why do you make me fat  
I don't know why I do this to myself every time I come back to Illinois.  I don't know if I just get lazy or if it's because I am unhappy and stressed or what the case is.  But I always gain weight when I come back here.  In Texas I started working out and eating better so I was losing weight but now I'm back in Illinois and I put it all back and then some.  I don't know what to do.  I have no room to workout in the house and I am not a heat person so walking in this ridiculously hot weather is not an option.  I really feel like my money is better spent else where then trying to join a gym that I would never go to cause I have absolutely no idea how to use anything.  I'm really considering either joining Curves or Weight Watchers.  I know Weight Watchers worked well for one of my friends before but with Curves I then have a place to workout.  I really can't decide I think I may join Curves for their 90 day program thing which is 20lbs and 20 inches in 90 days and see how that works if it doesn't I can always try Weight Watchers.  I really just don't know.  All I do know is that I'm unhappy with the way I look and feel and I really think I can do better.  I've also been really contemplating quitting smoking I know I've thought about it before but I don't have anything holding me back now besides myself.  I know in the past people have said I shouldn't try quitting too many things at once so if I start ones of these weight loss plans I may want to hold off on quitting smoking till I get in a system with that.  I really just don't know.  What I do know is that I need to make changes because if I don't see myself in a good light no one else will.  One of the other things I was thinking of was renting a storage locker and moving a lot of these boxes in the basement into it so I have a place to workout at home, but still all these options leave me with paying some type of monthly fee.  All right this is my blurb for now my laundry is finally done so it's off to bed for me.
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